February 2012
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Maybe it’s time for me to let a man fight for me instead of me fighting for a man. I always tend to be the one starting a relationship. I want a man to fight for me, to try to win me over, to humiliate himself infront of me in the most endearing way.
I think I want to become an Astrophysicist.
I’m tired of only talking to people at work and on facebook. I want real human contact that isn’t at 8pm.
“I’ve been falling in love with Tom Hanks.”
My phone notification sound is a murloc and it...
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and for a second I was seriously panicing thinking, “oh god, I better not aggro the whole fucking camp I’m way too sleepy for this shit.”
The same thing happens to me. >.>
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My screen in World of Warcraft…I hate it when I need to reconfigure what my short keys are. So many things to think about and add and blarg!
Yesterday I went into the doctors office to get a new cast, mine was getting a tad bit too tight up top. I ended up going to the hospital to get an ultra sound done on my leg to check on blood clots.
Reasons why they/we decided to do this:
Cast was tight after a week. (no muscles should be growing there)
“Oooh feels like a knot there”
It was warm.
It hurt on occasion.
I smoke.
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FUCK YOU.
Not you.
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001 - Writing
Everyday I am going to try very hard to spend a good portion of the hour to write about anything, anything at all. I will think of a subject and later on in the day I will write about it. Hopefully I will keep up with this because writing can be a good de-stresser, a very good de-stresser. And right now, I need a therapist. This will be my therapist.
Hello Therapist,
I’m writing to you...
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I am waiting at the doctors office to get my cast off and all I can think about is pooping.
I gave myself one day, one day, to cry about him. That day was yesterday. But all I want to do right now is cry about the rejection and what is to come. I must stay strong and resist the temptaion to weep about someone that has hurt me multiple times already. What I really need is friends to be around. People who will sit and watch TV with.
Sigh. This is going to be a really strong test for me....
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Yup. Depression has definitely set it in full force. I haven’t been this sad in a couple years. I suppose I was due for it but I wish I were happier. I’m sure a lot of it has to do with my inability to walk around due to my cast.
This sucks so much.
I’ve been crying a lot lately.
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I went through my iTunes yesterday. I deleted a ton of music to free up space on my hard drive.
I deleted Whitney Houston.
I didn’t know she died till afterwards.
Did I kill her?
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I’m dating but I feel like I am single. This is not a good thing.
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Watchpeace-love-catie:
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This is my Smizmar. Nuff said.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I did not know he could od this upside down!!!
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Sportsball A generic term for any form of sport involving a ball, and especially those with “ball” in their name. Often derogatory.
“Hey, I was hoping to hang out with Jared today, but he would rather watch his silly sportsball on TV.”
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Banana Bread!
Today I am going to make Banana Bread! I have four bananas that are starting to turn brown/black, they have to be made into something quick!
Banana Bread Recipe (recipe)
2 cups unbleached all-purpose flour
3/4 cups sugar
3/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
3 very ripe, soft, darkly speckled large bananas (mashed)
1/4 cup plain yogurt
2 large eggs, beaten lightly
3/4 stick unslated...
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The foot cast
I am either letting this cast get the best of me or it really is impossible for me to do normal things. I understand that some people have more disabilities than I, but didn’t they go through a depression stage before they overcame their disabilities and went on to do great things?
This all sounds very juvenile.
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Bad day
Yesterday was a horrible day that started with me falling down a few stairs and catching myself with my casted foot. Thankfully I only slammed my heel down and not the center of my foot where the surgery was. Why did I fall down the stairs? I was rushing to get down to the first floor from the third floor so I wouldn’t be late for work and so my ride wouldn’t be pissed at me. I was...
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