ramblings of a psycho

I’m moving out with two guys come July. I don’t think I have ever been this excited to...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 11:50:03 -0500

I’m moving out with two guys come July. I don’t think I have ever been this excited to live with someone ever. No offense to everyone else I have lived with. I can tell the three of us are going to have a great fucking time! We already have little wars going on. They make fun of my Minnesotan accent and I feel completely myself around them.

This is GREAT!

I haven’t farted in front of them yet…

I need someone to talk to.

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 22:27:19 -0500

I need someone to talk to.

I’m moving out soon to live with two boys. I cannot be more excited, ever. We’ve all...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 21:22:00 -0500

I’m moving out soon to live with two boys. I cannot be more excited, ever. We’ve all been hanging out already by watching Game of Thrones over beer and went to the midnight showing of The Evil Dead.

I forsee this will be awesome.

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 14:57:05 -0500

Upon looking deeper into my major I have found that it is so far over my head at this point in time....

Fri, 22 Mar 2013 12:38:31 -0500

Upon looking deeper into my major I have found that it is so far over my head at this point in time. I am currently a BioMecidical Sciences major student. Do you know what that means? That means I am a fucking medical doctor person who will no longer have a life! I did the math and if I continue on with the way that I am going about things it will take me 10 years to finish. It’s time to buckle down and I am going to go against what my mother says and I am going to take three classes in the fall semester.

I am moving back home.

I am going to attend school and work like nobodies business.

It is now more than ever that I need you friends to stand by me. For the love of the Gods, Lars and Catie and Carisa, please stand by me. Please send me dumbass messages. I don’t care. I love you guys.

OMG seriously, do I want to be an eye doctor? Or do I want to study sharks?

My hear swells with warmth when I think of eye doctor. There’s my answer.

I am allowing you one night. One night to get over this. Tonight is the night and then tomorrow you...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 19:16:49 -0600

I am allowing you one night. One night to get over this. Tonight is the night and then tomorrow you need to focus on what needs to get done. Tomorrow you will focus back onto you. This is a hurdle. A hurdle that you fell for and you need to focus on what needs to get done. You must focus tomorrow, no exceptions.

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 09:22:12 -0600

For my Rhetoric in Pop Culture class we are taking The Walking Dead series and analyzing how it has...

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 18:25:11 -0600

For my Rhetoric in Pop Culture class we are taking The Walking Dead series and analyzing how it has ben transformed from comic book, to novel, to video game, and to the television series. I’ve read the first episode of the comic book, seen all of the television series up to season three, and played the first episode of the video game. Quite frankly this is a great franchise.

ladyalaynestone: Jack Gleeson - Good Guy vs Evil Guy

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 14:27:57 -0600

ladyalaynestone:

Jack Gleeson - Good Guy vs Evil Guy

My goal for this year is to buy the Bible. Yes, the Bible. Read the Bible and write in a notebook...

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 12:13:52 -0600

My goal for this year is to buy the Bible. Yes, the Bible. Read the Bible and write in a notebook what I like in black and what I dislike in red. Other side notes in green or blue maybe.

I am in no way religious but maybe if I do this I can show reasons why I do not believe. And also when conversations come up I can say that I have read it.

I haven’t drawn in five years. I am quite happy with this.

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 12:34:44 -0600

I haven’t drawn in five years. I am quite happy with this.

I love this style of drawing. (Source)

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 00:07:52 -0600

I love this style of drawing.

(Source)

Flawless People - Josh Harding, G Minnesota Wild (5/∞)

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 21:49:35 -0600

Flawless People - Josh Harding, G Minnesota Wild (5/∞)

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 13:46:35 -0600

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Mon, 14 Jan 2013 07:56:42 -0600

The joys of Baby Showers…

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 10:12:19 -0600

The joys of Baby Showers…

Most often I feel as if I do not have a brother. I send him texts, try to call him, when he’s...

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 08:30:26 -0600

Most often I feel as if I do not have a brother. I send him texts, try to call him, when he’s home I ask if he wants to do stuff. He never responds. At what point do I stop?

I don’t think I ever will.

Philosophy of Miyazaki by sapphiresky1410

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 17:42:22 -0600

Philosophy of Miyazaki by sapphiresky1410

Since I have turned 25 there have been many things I have been working on to correct myself so I may...

Tue, 01 Jan 2013 20:27:06 -0600

Since I have turned 25 there have been many things I have been working on to correct myself so I may enjoy who I am and what the world has to offer. I am going to bullet them for everyone…

Omitting people who I feel as if they do not appreciate me from my life. I have already done this to a few. Don’t worry. I’m pretty fucking clear about it. The feeling I get from erasing these people from my history cache is so (oh man, age of technology) enthralling.
Working on my consumption of alcohol. I was at a point where if I didn’t correct it soon my ways would have gotten pretty fucking bad. I am happy to say that I was mostly sober on New Years Eve! The only time where I was drunk was between 9pm and 11 pm. I only had 4 beers, a baileys and coffee, two tequila shots, and water where needed. I am so very very proud of myself. I was sober, I went out and I was sober. I am slowly learning that alcohol is bad and I should probably stop associating with people who want to drink to get drunk.
I don’t need people to define who I am. I define who I am.
I need to focus on myself. This includes my health, income, and education. I am sorry friends, I love you but you are one the back burner for a little bit so I can square a few things away with myself.

That is all I really want to think about right now.

On a side note, I started a jar where everyday, at the end of the day, I will add a note stating a good thing that has happened on that particular day. At the end of the year I will go through them and read them to myself. All I keep thinking about is how happy I will be next December 31st knowing all these wonderful things happened to me no matter how large or small. For example, today I wrote “NO HANGOVER! nananananananana BREAST MILK!”

I hate birth control (for me). When I first started taking I was in love because my cramps went away...

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 07:02:24 -0600

I hate birth control (for me). When I first started taking I was in love because my cramps went away and I was regular. Now that I am older I discovered that it left me in a fog and I became sad. I no longer take birth control of any kind but now I get massive migraines during my period. My period has never been a trigger for my migraines. Did birth control do this to me? Or has my estrogen levels been the root cause of my migraines all along?